Wah, another year just flew by like this. I wonder if time will fly by even faster in the future? I don’t know man.
Anyway, 2013, for me, was really unproductive. When 2013 started I felt it already, that I would go down hill. And I did. I might have said this already, but I don’t feel the need to draw nowadays. I feel like I have to sort out my thoughts. I know fairly well that I draw for my own sake and that I do it because it is fun... Wait, fun? Yea, that’s right, I can’t seem to find the fun in it nowadays.
I constantly compare myself to others and have high expectations in myself, which is bad. Even if I know all these things I just can’t stop feeling like this. I know that the only person who could help me is myself, because even if people give me tips or advice or comfort or whatsoever, if I don’t have the will it just won’t happen.
So yeah, I was actually thinking of going on hiatus and slowly pick drawing up, finding my way again. I need to work on a lot of things. I feel like I need to find my new self at drawing.
My only new year resolution is: Procrastinate less. Yes, sounds lame, but I’ll be very happy if I can achieve that, honestly.
In 2013, some relationships ended or faded, some started or even became stronger. Thanks for all the people who have stayed with me. I hope we can stay together for another year.
Happy new year everyone <3